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  • Catiebelle Bulmer


Can you hold both simultaneously

Your humanness and your divinity

Your fear and your courage

Your sorrow and your joy

Can you invite them both

to have an equal seat at your table

Can you give yourself permission to have a dream

while knowing that it is going to cost you something



Parts of yourself will begin to feel a size too small

And a day will come when you’ll have to make a choice

to love your dreams

or love your drama

Can you expect nothing

and appreciate everything

dance in the uncertainty and not knowing

slow long enough to hear the birds

Can you take nothing personally

Can you take everything personally

Can you define your success

by your ability to see divinity in others

even those

who cause you pain

be an open hand

in a world of closed fists

Can you stop looking to others for the leader

choose to stand

and be the light you seek

You have spent your entire life

preparing for a time such as this

don’t wait till you’re ready

you have everything you need

Never forget this essential truth:

that at any moment

you have the power to shift the trajectory of your life

simply by allowing yourself to begin again

It is your duty to bloom

Not to become some different type of plant

But to bloom

To open up, as you are

To shake yourself out of the trance

To meet the moment with new eyes

Dear one,

Do not take counsel of your fears

Worrying is praying for stuff you don’t want

If you want to change your life

you have to be more available for the ridiculous

than the reality

You must opt in for your life

and opt out of everything that is holding you back

You must never stop inquiring

“What if”

And when

The inevitable day comes

that you lose your way —

find your feet

find your water

find your people

self-sovereignty is not a solitary endeavor

we are not islands

we are a village

and true Self-Sovereignty

cares more about the liberation of the whole

than the elevation of the individual

reach out right now

squeeze the hand of the woman sitting in the circle next to you

feel your own hand being held

feel your heartbeat in their palm

hold these people in your mind’s eye

see yourself

see all of us

walking hand in hand

through a beautiful desert

over the rise of a hill

a beautiful dawn before us

as we walk

we come to a crystal clear glass mirror

stretching from sand to sky

and as we approach it

our hands stay locked

but we meet our own gaze in the mirror

and as we look into our own eyes

we witness the expanse of a bottomless ocean

within us

we’ve been walking thirsty

through a mirage

looking for water

when it was here all along


The inevitable day comes

that you lose your way —

find your feet

find your water

find your people

find your people Love, all ways. – Catiebelle Bulmer

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